2022.01.19 23:32 Brilliant-Effect8476 I heard it from my living room
Not the only one I lost, but ima share this one today
It was just after 10, he had work early the following morning, and he was tired. He was hesitant about driving home but didn't live too far away. I assured him he would be ok, I told him he would be safe. He got in the car and I reasured him again before kissing him. He drove off. When I sat down I had a really bad feeling so I pulled out my phone to call him.
I hear the unique sound of metal that only a car wreck can make a block or two away in the direction my boyfriend just went.
I'm running full tilt, barefoot, down the street to find his car wrapped around a pole. I threw his door open hard enough to take it off and.... whatever I saw there is beyond my recollection, probably as some act of mercy to me. The sirens approached but that meant nothing for a dead man.
A week or so later I'm sitting in my living room, I have enough alchohol to kill a fraternity and I have a bottle of vodka in my hand. It's at my lips, but I can't take a drink. My boyfriend was driving because I told him he would be safe. I want to drink but I can't drink.
I'm just remembering his voice, not by choice but I can almost hear it. "I'm so proud of you" "I missed you so much" "I love you" "You're the best boyfriend I've had" "You make me so happy" "I feel safe with you"
In this moment I decided that I would never choose escapism because he knew that I was better, and I knew he was worth more than drinking him away.
I still miss my Dylan
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2022.01.19 23:32 Champion_Seth28 Ace of Azelfs/ Ace of Morons
I have begun making a new form me and azelf can take on and possibly be in for almost all the time we want this form will be "Ace of Azelfs" and the joke name will obviously be "Ace of Morons" the only thing im gonna inform you of is me and Azelf will take on similar powers to King dice from cuphead
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2022.01.19 23:32 dlqor [USA-OH][H] OMEN full pc(Intel Core i7-9700 and GTX1660ti), Kraken X63, Logitech G915 TKL(GL Linear), Logitech G Pro Keyboard, and Samsung low profile ram 8GB x 2 [W] Paypal
I am selling some parts and a full omen PC.
|Intel Core i7-9700|
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2022.01.19 23:32 justsomerandomguy5 BMW Monroe Sticker
Can anyone in BMW sales help me get the window sticker for my car (not just the options list I've already used mdecoder) I'd appreciate it a lot. Also if anyone needs I can help with Toyota window stickers
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2022.01.19 23:32 --loading000-- Bought a thousand piece puzzle that my coworkers and I worked on during our free time, finally finished
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2022.01.19 23:32 Robinjo1985 Daily News: Maluma Is Versace's New Face, Glossier's Emily Weiss Is Pregnant, RIP Gaspard Ulleil, A Virgil Tribute, And More!
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2022.01.19 23:32 searchboss What has surprised you that your toddlers didn’t just “know” how to do?!
I’m a first time mom of a 2 yr old boy and today we were talking about closing our eyes. He told me he didn’t know how to do it. I thought he was kidding but then he tried and couldn’t. He was squinting and then tried to close him with his fingers! I don’t know why this surprised me so much but i just thought these things would be ingrained their little brains!
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2022.01.19 23:32 Cherry_kickstart 10 more myths about the DPRK debunked
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2022.01.19 23:32 Hazelarc [Highlight] KAT hits the shot over Okongwu but gets a technical for taunting and the shot is overturned for an offensive foul
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2022.01.19 23:32 stainedtee Opinions wanted. Just got a fake TRD pro grille for my 2nd Gen. Should I paint this grille to match (similar to 4th photo) or install as is (would look similar to 3rd photo)?
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2022.01.19 23:32 HousingFormer1986 Social anxiety is eating me alive
I am going through one of the most toughest years of my life. I will try to keep it short as possible.
I am 29 year old female in a relationship with great family siblings and parents. I am struggling with crippling social anxiety(not sure to even call it that anymore). I am not anxious around people I don’t know or ordering food I can do that with 0 anxiety. I am anxious around the people I love the most. My sister aka best friend and my own boyfriend to the point where if he proposed I don’t know if I could marry him(even though I want to).
A little back info. I never had social anxiety but it developed in high school with strangers then it magically went away. Then came back about the age of 25 but only with people i know. I use alcohol to cope. Whenever I see my boyfriend I have to drink before and during so I try to see him like 2-3 times a week to avoid drinking. I work alone but when I was working with people I was always anxious and they could tell. It was so humiliating. I told my boyfriend a year ago about me being anxious around him and since he has forgotten I told him and is not going away. Every day I wake up is the worse feeling knowing what is to come. I feel misserable and desperate.
I don’t think I can have children like this. How can I get pregnant if I need to drink when I am anxious? I don’t want to do that. But when I get anxious it feels like im going to die. I feel at this point the only solution is to live alone and never marry never have a family or just die. Is killing me that I can’t enjoy my life because of this. Everything is perfect but my brain is my own enemy.
(I have only been anxious around my boyfriend for 3 years out of the 10 we were together. Eating out with him terrifies me since we have to be face to face I avoid it or drink before we do anything)
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2022.01.19 23:32 minifroggy Applying to be an RA/NA, any advice?
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2022.01.19 23:32 Gruno1996 Gamer dog
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2022.01.19 23:32 Camimo666 Yellow flowers [OC]
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2022.01.19 23:32 typicaltofuboy Made this right after the episode
2022.01.19 23:32 Logical-Tea5276 🤷♂️
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2022.01.19 23:32 YeahTrey Mods download slowly
Im on console version of fs22 and mods take sooo long to download, like hours. Im downloading a map right now and its only at 40% after an hour and a half. Its not my wifi. I get 150-180mbps. It wasnt like this in fs19. Anyone else have this problem?
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2022.01.19 23:32 supersewer19 Wish they would break up Hardlines to 2 TLs. 7 departments is way too many for 1 TL. See, Entertainment TL does exactly what they did as a DM. So do the Apparel TLs. I don’t get it. Has anybody’s store broken up Hardlines??
2022.01.19 23:32 StyledFir7707 Did Facebook actually get a seat at the UN?
I remember hearing something about that a couple times a little bit ago and did y know if it was a joke or what. So did they actually get a seat? I assume they didn’t and it was a joke but just want to make sure.
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2022.01.19 23:32 weedleavesnoseeds Bedford Big Easy OG at 8% thc and 46% thca You would never find this one shopping for percentage. It's viscous and will drip off your dabber. Bedford impressed me with this one. The effects, smell, and high are all on point. 10/10 considering the presentation.
2022.01.19 23:32 BunHein Is there any way to get Google assistant to let me ask my wirlswheel 2.24 hphones speaker assistant....love the sound of her voice + hear her say some more things....
2022.01.19 23:32 RandoAussieBloke No, I don't think I will
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2022.01.19 23:32 4he4d [Searching] Max TH10